horoscopes

So i was going to bed...and then i started thinking about my horoscope the other day which claimed i'd "find love by the 13th"...

Although I always thought horoscopes were nothing more than scientific mumbo jumbo, surprisingly enough, this one turned out to be true...but with a hell of a twist

A person from my past popped up and decided (again) that it would a great idea to go all out on Valentine's Day. I'm not so sure how to deal with this. Normally i'd be estactic with a horoscope like that coming true but why couldn't it quite work the way i'd planned? I guess the whole cliche be careful what you wish for is really true..that or else God has a sense of humor.

I don't know...lately, i've been wondering what's going on with everyone i know getting engaged, hitched, and so forth. On the one hand, I worry that I missed the train and this horoscope was some sort of sign saying look in the past for answers. On the other, the past is there for a reason and I should leave it there. Then that leaves two questions: 1) what did that horoscope really mean and 2) what lies ahead of me.

Back to the horoscope, my guess is that I should leave the past where it is...even though my friend there doesnt' want to do the same thing. Sometimes the hardest decision is deciding against what you want...in my case, turning him down to again, be lil' miss independently single. Not a bad decision...but not what I want. However, its hard to get what you want if you're distracted by what you think you need so its time to clear up the distractions...after the best day of this month ends:-p

On to question two...who knows what lies in front of me. Hopefully not a life spent with cats. True, most of my friends are getting engaged and I'm happy for them. However, in no way do I feel I've met the person I'm supposed to feel that way about. I hope I didn't somehow run Mr. Soulmate away by my random thoughts and questions about how the world works. Although nowadays I wonder if soul mates truly exist...if anyone has any insights about that one, please let me know.

Oh well, to bed I go...gotta let this cough medicine wear off...