ok, no, not really...but its a great song by phil collins
Seriously though...i've been thinking lately...how is life supposed to work? My question de jure, how are relationships supposed to work? How do they get started if both people just sit there and twiddle their thumbs?
I tried the "let me sit there and patiently wait" and managed to find the polar opposite of what i was looking for...twice. Then i did a 180 and tried the "let me go out" and found nothing at all. Now, i'm trying nothing...don't know what to try. When you are yourself, you open yourself up to getting hurt. When you keep closed, no one approaches and you sit in the recesses of your loneliness.
I wish there were a manual somewhere that said what works and what doesn't. I'm not that hardheaded...if i had directions, i would follow them.
I've been waiting for someone...that knight in shining armour to come and sweep me off my feet. Is that a delusion taught to little girls to keep them occupied with their shiny dolls? Do guys like that still exist or are they all so damaged from horrible women that they no longer have that sparkle in their eyes.
If i knew the answer to these questions, i'd be on larry king live and npr instead of in the frozen tundra attending law school.
oh well..thought i'd vent
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Wow. Deep questions. And I have no answers!
life's short. don't wait. if you see someone you like, then go for it. what do you have to lose? isn't it better to lose a little dignity or pride than lose potential for love?
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